someone remind me

this one will probably be short because I don’t have the energy to write anything meaningful.  my heart hurts.  I am exhausted.  i’m stressed out.  I don’t even really feel like talking about it.

all I know is sometimes I find it extremely hard to  parent with anxiety/OCD.  the worry is too great.  the anxiety is too much.  the fear is overwhelming.  I try to hide it from them but they can feel it.  they know it.  they see it.   tonight, I will have another glass of wine because I don’t want to feel much.  I just want to have a few hours to relax…and I want to cry.  I know that is just running… but that’s all I have the energy for right now.

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